Through life you make decisions and plan the path you want to take to get where you want to be. Decisions made and mistakes can throw you off of your path. Why can the decissions of others throw you off of your path too? Do you allow this to happen or is it just part of life?
Someone decides that they want something and they are bound and determined to get it creating drama for all concerned. I am so tired of drama-I could scream. Some days it is like everyone reverts to middle school days and it is a cluster. He said, she said, guess what I heard, hell that has been a long time ago. Isn't there something more productive that we could all do?
I think the hardest people to get along with are family, or at least mine. It seems like since our Mom died we are scattered about and have lost the way to our path, sometimes I wonder if I will ever find mine again, hell I wonder if I still remember where I wanted to go. Mom must have been stronger than I ever thought possible keeping this group together and functioning. One day you wake up and all is well in your own little area of the world untill you get a phone call, the kids are arguing, mind you, they are grown. It is like a vicious circle that keeps sucking the life out of you. I have been told all of my life that there will never be more put on your shoulders than you can handle? I am feeling very bogged down at the moment. I wonder if life is like this for others or am I the only one?